Okay if you know me I'm not well the most "normal" person ever. I mean I got a lot of odd hobbies (j-rock, agnsting, posting nyappy spasmtastically) and if you ever met me in real life a lot of odd ways of doing things or just odd things I do (I tear up my food into little pieces before eating them, when people try to touch me I scream and start breathing really heavily, I like to put my hands over my head and say I'm a sheep).
But the thing is I've been wondering, am I really so strange or are just some people well... ExtraORDINARY.
I mean where I live it seems everyone does and wears the same thing. Brand name t-shirts (Ambercrombie & Fitch, Hollister, American Eagle) and they all have phones like the Envy or the i-Phone. Not that there's anything wrong with this but it seems like walking in a crowd or droids but being the only one who can you know... Actually breath, and think.
It just seems a bit odd feeling so strange. I mean people say I've got a really deep understanding of things that most people don't have, and along with being strange I've felt very isolated. I tried to please people for so long I don't even know who I am.
But it was my need to be pleasing and not be so strange anymore. I mean I think everyone wants to fit in somewhere. But is this sense of normalicy actually hurting more than helping?
But the thing is I've been wondering, am I really so strange or are just some people well... ExtraORDINARY.
I mean where I live it seems everyone does and wears the same thing. Brand name t-shirts (Ambercrombie & Fitch, Hollister, American Eagle) and they all have phones like the Envy or the i-Phone. Not that there's anything wrong with this but it seems like walking in a crowd or droids but being the only one who can you know... Actually breath, and think.
It just seems a bit odd feeling so strange. I mean people say I've got a really deep understanding of things that most people don't have, and along with being strange I've felt very isolated. I tried to please people for so long I don't even know who I am.
But it was my need to be pleasing and not be so strange anymore. I mean I think everyone wants to fit in somewhere. But is this sense of normalicy actually hurting more than helping?
