All my self esteem which I lost during my younger self. It was a very difficult time growing up with low self esteem.
It wasn't easy but I'm very glad to be a better person today. It's now all a thing of the past.You must have had a rough time growing up battling low self esteem. I know some adults who still go through that struggle today. They can't find a way to love themselves or feel they deserve to be happy.