I don't think I've ever told anyone here anything about this, but I've been off quite a bit lately because I've been terribly depressed. It's effecting every part of my life, and I haven't posted here because it's not really fair to drag the majority of you into it when it's an off topic matter. But this has really reached such a point where I just have to say that I'm sorry and get my life in order before I do anything really big online for awhile.