I feel...I don't know, comfortable talking about this now, because...Well, I don't know. I feel like anyone who wants to know should deserve to, and I don't want to keep this a secret any more.
Two years ago, there was this guy, who was 14. He brought me in as his girlfriend and said he loved me. I did what he wanted, I was sort of like his maid, but I didn't know that. We had a good relationship, except for the fact he always talked about things he liked and never talked about what I did. But one day, I had to leave for six months...I had no idea I'd be gone that long. Before I left, our relationship was at its healthiest. He came back one day...and I learned...that he had not only found another girl, but lost his virginity to her. He confronted me, and told me that I was gullible, easily-fooled, simple-minded, and that he only called me his girlfriend because it would give me the motivation to do whatever he wanted me to do without question. So...he got rid of me. I was useless to him. It was all a trick. I...felt terrible. I didn't know if I should seek the terrible thing called revenge or sulk for as long as I felt it was emotionally necessary. I was confused by my emotions and that changed my personality slightly. Afterwards he hacked my site and participated in a public roleplay that involved throwing stones at me and burning me at the stake on my favorite site, then getting me banned on other sites, then ruined my friendships and gave me vicious member titles.
I don't want help, I don't want sympathy, I just want you to know because you deserve to.
Two years ago, there was this guy, who was 14. He brought me in as his girlfriend and said he loved me. I did what he wanted, I was sort of like his maid, but I didn't know that. We had a good relationship, except for the fact he always talked about things he liked and never talked about what I did. But one day, I had to leave for six months...I had no idea I'd be gone that long. Before I left, our relationship was at its healthiest. He came back one day...and I learned...that he had not only found another girl, but lost his virginity to her. He confronted me, and told me that I was gullible, easily-fooled, simple-minded, and that he only called me his girlfriend because it would give me the motivation to do whatever he wanted me to do without question. So...he got rid of me. I was useless to him. It was all a trick. I...felt terrible. I didn't know if I should seek the terrible thing called revenge or sulk for as long as I felt it was emotionally necessary. I was confused by my emotions and that changed my personality slightly. Afterwards he hacked my site and participated in a public roleplay that involved throwing stones at me and burning me at the stake on my favorite site, then getting me banned on other sites, then ruined my friendships and gave me vicious member titles.
I don't want help, I don't want sympathy, I just want you to know because you deserve to.
